extraction

you can see who i am on my body
these scars
sagging skin and fat
lard
in odd places
my vagina
my reproductive organ
torn
untouchable
as i most certainly am

but then
be quiet.
i'm just spinning around, and someone says
be quiet.

i fade into the air, and words exit
as i am lifted
no
projected
into a dimension
where
this
body
and these
words
fail